12:44 07/25/19
despite all the stress from school and realizing that I’m basically an adult now, I’m quite content, scratch that, I’m happy with the way my life has been going. Sometimes it’s good to contemplate on your past memories from all the heart breaks you endured, to the failures that only pushed you to try harder next time, and remember that without all those bad moments, you won’t be able to cherish the good ones. I don’t think I would have been happy with myself if I didn’t realize how childish and naive I was before. I realize that my past self was someone I didn’t like but without me being the way I used to be, I wouldn’t have been happy with my present self. It’s just me rambling at this point but it’s been a while since I felt this way and I’m just glad that I know how it feels to be happy again.
